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lisamoanin started the topic Why impact play? in the forum Impact Play
4 years, 4 months ago-
The curiosity of finding pleasure through pain. Used to signify pain as a bad thing, something to stay away from…now i run to it. It provides a release for me from a place that is deep down from my soul. It pleases body, mind, and soul for me. It has not been an easy journey. Because, i was a victim of domestic violence in my previous marriage, i struggled with allowing myself to enjoy not only the play but the process. After therapy and time, i realized that what im doing is consensual and therefore im controlling my narrative now! That allowed me to be open and free and to really give into the experience. There are things i still struggle with but i just take it one day at a time.
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